Dissoni Alanacci
06-04-09, 02:53 PM
One day I all of a sudden all the stress of my life hit me hard, and I needed just to write about it. This is what came out.
Held by Grace....
__I'm trapped... Every day I feel suppressed under the weight of the world, my sin.
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__My breathes are getting shorter, my arms are shaking,
_I want to just let go!, or step aside.
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__But I'm trapped! To my front a menacing, black, shabby coat on a raggady haired failure,
my future.
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__Behind me, my past, my mistakes, my bane. They push, they trip, _they nag, they poke, they suffocate....
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__To my left, a beautiful woman, so bright, but I can't see her face!
_She won't look at me, she is turned....
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__I miss her soft voice.... Her name was Love.
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__To my right, alas a break! Only a large parchment in my way. I will break through. I take my weapon...,
__The world is harder to lift with one arm. I attack my right.
_The parchment is brick!
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__They're taunting me! They're laughing, I'm choking, somebody save me! I can't hold it up anymore....
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__I wonder if dying now would end it... end the suffering.
_
__But no! I look below, what is holding me up? A little girl and an abused man, brighter than even the woman.
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__They can do it,..I will too. I can live for the two holding me up.
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__The shining man and the little girl are my strength.
Held by Grace....
__I'm trapped... Every day I feel suppressed under the weight of the world, my sin.
_
__My breathes are getting shorter, my arms are shaking,
_I want to just let go!, or step aside.
_
__But I'm trapped! To my front a menacing, black, shabby coat on a raggady haired failure,
my future.
_
__Behind me, my past, my mistakes, my bane. They push, they trip, _they nag, they poke, they suffocate....
_
__To my left, a beautiful woman, so bright, but I can't see her face!
_She won't look at me, she is turned....
_
__I miss her soft voice.... Her name was Love.
_
__To my right, alas a break! Only a large parchment in my way. I will break through. I take my weapon...,
__The world is harder to lift with one arm. I attack my right.
_The parchment is brick!
_
__They're taunting me! They're laughing, I'm choking, somebody save me! I can't hold it up anymore....
_
__I wonder if dying now would end it... end the suffering.
_
__But no! I look below, what is holding me up? A little girl and an abused man, brighter than even the woman.
_
__They can do it,..I will too. I can live for the two holding me up.
_
__The shining man and the little girl are my strength.