The Death Waltz Ends.

[Dr. Why]

This should be in a different board. But. I don't give a fuck. And Max. Don't you dare delete this.

I stand in the heart of a dying star....

Well. Honestly. With German, and everything else in life. Im on my last straw. Mostly fed up with the site sadly.

Im considering leaving. Permanently. And mord. Things on Althanas can be permanent. This was meant to be a distraction, i had an entire summer to waste. I did so, and more. I wrote a few threads. Made some gold. Joined CM pilot. Then posted that fateful post, which aure HAD to bring up in chat. I swore at him three times and was kicked from CM that night for swearing at him. OH REALLY. MODS are supposed to be role models too! And he swears at people. Daily. And what? He says "Im Scottish cutter" and gets away with it. Also. Chelley. I am sorry for those PMs, i was just so angry at myself. I took it out on you. I spent all that time i could have taken editing my post arguing with you. Fuck me for that.

To all of my friends here. Honestly. I agree mostly with hyst. There is no Althy. There is Chris, BaBE,BGoS, Max, Aure, and Krausus. And maybe a few others. We post and post. But the site can't be what it was. Still. I love it here, and i wish i didnt take this idea. But I am.

People who i regret ever meeting as i did
Aure
Chelly
Max Dirks
Luned

People who i regret talking to as i did.
Aure
Chell

Well. Im sorry. I don't want to go. But the things I've done are irreversible. And I don't forget. I owe so much. And will pay so little. So, good night. From the Physician Unexplained.

And honestly, getting hit by a watermelon HURTS.

-Erik DeMark. Dr. Blindman, and Prophet.

[Dr. Why]

Goodbye. Althanas.

[Chelley]

I was going to ignore this, but then I read this:


There is no Althy. There is Chris, BaBE,BGoS, Max, Aure, and Krausus.

There is so much more to Althanas than those few people. And quite honestly, I'm highly offended by those two statements. I have been here and been apart of this community for 9 years. That statement has just excluded a large amount of people who are why this site still exists. Sadly, despite what you think, you are not one of those people who are the reason Althanas has not died.

The above quote alone tells me just how much you don't appear to appreciate the rest of the people here. Is it that the people you listed have multiple accounts that make them "Althy"? Cause if that is so you forgot, Mordelain, myself, Skie & Avery, Witchblade and number of other people who all have many accounts. And who have been here and stuck through it even when the forums were so slow it appeared to be on life support.

And you should not be on that list, Krausus. Sorry, but you are not anywhere near a main reason why Althanas has not died. Althanas has not died because of the people who stuck it out at its deadest moments and who worked hard to make changes to draw people in again. The people like Dirks, who (I believe) pays out of his own pocket for the server space to keep Althanas online. All of the moderators who work hard to keep things running smoothly along with their own busy lives. Althanas is not just a few people, and it's certainly not just the few people you listed.

I may get in trouble for this, but I don't really care. Knock off the emo crap and grow up. If you really didn't want to go, you wouldn't go. You are wrong in thinking that things are irreversible. Apologize, sincerely, and (here's the important part) DON'T DO IT (whatever "it" was) AGAIN. Stop trying to say you're different, and actually be different.

[Enigmatic Immortal]

^

That sums up everything in a nice neat bow.

[Witchblade]

Yeah, I agree whole heartedly with everything that Chelley said. If you don't want to go, be an adult, man-up and don't go. Just apologize, turn over a new leaf and stop living in the past. You think we all don't make mistakes? I used to get in to screaming matches with Dirks on the forum on a weekly basis when I was a mod. We both got over it.

So, if you want to go; then go. If you want to stay; stay.

[BlackAndBlueEyes]

Chelley put things far more eloquently than I ever could.

Don't be sorry, be better.

It's really simple; don't antagonize anyone (I got five rainbow bucks saying that if you left Aure alone, he'd leave you alone), contribute to the community in a positive manner, be an all-around chill bro, and everything will be cool. That's all there is to it.

[Dr. Why]

Ah and yes. I am pinning my horrible ego
On others. I get that.

This is such a misrable post. Written horribly!

Still. This is mostly my adress of "I want to get over life. And prettymuch start over."

And Chell, i wasn't referring to actions here that are irreversible. That was addressing myself.

With the exception of BaB, the others have actually quite few accounts. Im referring to Hysteria. Read the Intro.

Chelley, OOC account of poison. Second to few. Better than many. Myself included. I think nothing serves better than a simple. Im sorry.




-Yea. I know im a piece of shit.
And I have no grammar.
And I regret ever speaking that day in chat
I just want to start over.
Ill be back in 3 days or less anyways.

[Ashla]

I myself consider running five accounts pretty large. I have a cousin who has 12 (:eek:)! I'm only active on four since I lost interest in Eshwyn, but I'm mainly active on this one. The other three are slowly coming back to life though xD
And please, we are trying our best to spread Althanas around and get more members (I even made a YouTube video), but I already love the other members here; and even though we're not that popular, Althanas very well is alive!
And I'm sorry if any of were "mean" to you. I myself try to be a nice person, I don't know about any others, but I am a nice person.

[Reine]

So, now that you got your attention fix, and everyone told you exactly what you wanted them to tell you, thus made you feel special by saying you should stay, you're going to stay, right?

[Dr. Why]

Ill be back in a day or two. I honestly need a break.

I had nothing in mind what people would say. I honestly thought most people would flip me off. Say good riddance. And then not care.

Blue. Nobody's been "mean" and i like all but like 2 people. Im just annoyed at how Aure has one excuse. Being from Scotland doesn't make you have rights to just call people things, bring up things blatantly asked to be left alone. And openly swearing (I do this. We all do. At that, i propose we all try to limit it to little. We need to aim at more than like 18+

Now, TANDE posssssssst!!!!!!!!! Please!

Oh and. If anyone cares. Song of Storms is the BEST!

Be back by Wednesday.

-Erik.

[Aurelianus Drak'shal]

Alright, I'm saying one thing and one thing alone in regards to this, because I'm well aware I'm on thin ice as it is.

I swear. A lot.

I make no attempts to deny this; I swear all the time in conversation, on the phone, in texts, emails, and even here in Chat. The difference is, I don't directly swear *at* people. I don't swear at people, then hide behind what country I'm from to avoid reprisal. When I swear, it's mainly used to stress magnitude. It's never used in a disparaging or derogatory manner, and never directed at anyone on the site.

[Dr. Why]

Then get over this post, everyone. Myself included.


And lets get on with life.

[Otto]

Erik, you're perpetrating the exact behaviour that landed you in trouble before, and which you've accused Aurelius of. If you continue to antagonise the situation by telling him directly to "shut up", that's not going to help matters. It's a good illustration of what Aur's talking about, as well - content vs. context.

[Max Dirks]

Then shut up


And lets get on with life. That's like the pot calling the kettle black.

[Otto]

I can't remember deliberately antagonising anyone, but if you have some examples that you could direct me to, I'd appreciate it. Hopefully I'll remember them next time I'm about to do something similar.

[Max Dirks]

Otto, you ninja'd my post, that was directed at Dr. Why.

I'll edit in a quote.

[Otto]

My mistake, sorry :P

[Prophet]

Ok. Let's try this!.