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    Nuclear Rage

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    The Poems of the Nuclear Ragechild

    A Haiku...

    Heat, Flame, Passion, Rage
    Nuclear prowess, insane
    Incoming wrath, pain
    Last edited by Flamebird; 05-04-2020 at 08:43 PM.
    "I can't be proud of anything. I am ashamed of everything."

    "I gave my heart, my allegiance, all my energy for this and got nothing but ashes in return. What on earth did I do to deserve being chewed and spit out like this? Time and time again, it's all the same."


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    Nuclear Rage

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    How does it feel? You failed this time
    You must be crushed, even if you tried
    Everything you learned, all the paths of pain
    It must really burn, that it was all in vein

    You are so pathetic, little child of dolent
    You are now elegiac, horrid inner torment
    Do you feel good? You left your loved ones
    What were you chasing? Fickle Glory? Now, you face condemnation

    Regret, so much regret
    Could of stopped her, could of saved him, could have been closer to him
    Shame, so much shame
    Ensnared in eternal cordolium

    For shame, you selfish brat of selfish dreams
    Just lie down and drown in your ignominy
    If you never followed her, could of saved him, still lived with him
    None of this would have happened
    "I can't be proud of anything. I am ashamed of everything."

    "I gave my heart, my allegiance, all my energy for this and got nothing but ashes in return. What on earth did I do to deserve being chewed and spit out like this? Time and time again, it's all the same."


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    Nuclear Rage

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    I remember…
    How they taunted me, berated me, placed shame in me
    I remember…
    They loathed me for existing

    I never asked to be born, especially from a father who was a rapist
    I never asked to exist, especially from a mother who refused to own this
    But now, I am here, from the neandethal father who was vengeance
    Now, I am here. Must I pay for my family’s sins?

    My mother disowned me, father never knew me
    I bet he would not even care
    My townsfolk spit at me, my rulers barely spared me
    How on earth is this fair?

    Walking down the streets with the uncle who took me in
    I wonder if it was only out of pity…
    The townsfolk whisper and jeer and me, I feel weakness
    But he scoops me up and kisses my cheek

    My cousin teaches me to fight the bullies
    Inside, I am dishonored, I only feel angry
    My uncle tries to tell my mother give me a chance
    She turns away, spewing her wrath

    Do you know how worthless, pathetic, useless I feel?
    In this depressed, snow coated kingdom of bitter cold steel
    Yet my uncle tells me of a land of growing greens
    He will not take me there, across the frigid sea

    To freedom…
    "I can't be proud of anything. I am ashamed of everything."

    "I gave my heart, my allegiance, all my energy for this and got nothing but ashes in return. What on earth did I do to deserve being chewed and spit out like this? Time and time again, it's all the same."


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    Nuclear Rage

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    Hey, uncle…
    Why is the sky blue?
    How tall can trees grow?
    What types of magic and be used?
    I would love to get out and roam…

    Hey, cousin…
    What is it like in Concordia’s deeps?
    Have you seen lands even further beyond?
    Adventure sounds exciting, I know it sounds silly
    But I’d like to climb Akashima, to the very top

    Hey, uncle…
    You say the world was made by Old Gods
    Then the Old Gods died in calamity
    What was this tragedy, how did it go so wrong?
    I want to know about all of Althanas’ history!

    Hy, cousin…
    Why do people do bad things?
    I wanna stop them like you Rangers do
    Why did the people in old home hate me?
    Is there a way to make hearts change? I’d like to try to

    Hey, cousin! Hey, uncle!
    I want to explore this wonderful world
    I want to learn all its secrets
    I want to change this dangerous world!
    From Berevar to Fallien, the farthest reaches…
    "I can't be proud of anything. I am ashamed of everything."

    "I gave my heart, my allegiance, all my energy for this and got nothing but ashes in return. What on earth did I do to deserve being chewed and spit out like this? Time and time again, it's all the same."


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    Nuclear Rage

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    I see nothing but ice
    In your eyes
    Violence, a force of vengeance
    Slaughter anyone you deem not innocent

    What are you doing?
    Why are you doing this?
    I used to see in black and white
    But now it’s a putrid grey, with the blood you bathe in

    I watch you torture at night
    And I watch you hunt by day
    You say you are doing what’s right
    All I see is you causing pain

    I’ll never be the same
    You robbed me of clarity
    All I see when I sleep is your cruel reign
    Of terror, of wrath, of icy rage…

    I've been through a lot, okay? When it first started, she noticed pathetic little me and took me under her wing. She had, oh, so much drive and passion. Nobody got in her way! That warm gleam in her eyes, that playful smirk on her face... She was charismatic but quiet and aloof. She had her struggles, she was a pretty poor leader. But oh, she was so, so amazing... But I only saw the good in her. She somehow kept her dark side from me...

    ... She had been to the hell and back again. She'd seen too much in her short life. When her husband died, she snapped. She left everything, her friends, her organization, her child... only I chased after her and she let me stay. I... didn't see it at first, but she changed. Oh, she changed. She used to be the most incredible person I knew, then... She turned. It was like a completely different person, and the new name she dawned further sunk that point in. She- nobody got in her way-! She believed she was right! All the time! Torture a man in front of his family? Too bad, she needed to find his bandit boss' base. Slaughter an entire party? They were slavers, they were treated like they had no souls. And when I tried to stop her- she - she - she hurt me... she hurt me...

    I thought… I thought… I was significant to her. We used to be close, but she just... tossed me aside. It was like she hated me. The-the bond was faintly there, but I could hardly see it. It was too much, she was too much... In the name of justice, she killed. The Executioner of the Wicked, she committed horrible acts to save the world from criminals... when she was only a criminal herself. She was a monster. I... I had to leave... But she scared me. She hurt me. She scarred me.
    Last edited by Flamebird; 05-04-2020 at 08:53 PM.
    "I can't be proud of anything. I am ashamed of everything."

    "I gave my heart, my allegiance, all my energy for this and got nothing but ashes in return. What on earth did I do to deserve being chewed and spit out like this? Time and time again, it's all the same."


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    Nuclear Rage

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    Please do not go
    Do not leave me, Shinsou…
    I lost too much already
    Why did you have to fall away from me?

    I lost control
    You were not the first one, Shinsou
    I could not control their fates, either
    And every time, I wish I was stronger…

    Not if I can help it!
    Not this time!
    I will do whatever it takes
    I will save you now through new power gained…

    I am in control now! Hear me?
    I am in control of new destiny! Me! Understand? Me!
    "I can't be proud of anything. I am ashamed of everything."

    "I gave my heart, my allegiance, all my energy for this and got nothing but ashes in return. What on earth did I do to deserve being chewed and spit out like this? Time and time again, it's all the same."


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    Nuclear Rage

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    Pain from memories
    Tortured in my dreams
    Silenced by my fears
    Drowning in my tears

    If only I could turn back time
    Now I am a shell of myself, traumatized

    If only I could of stopped her, saved him, stayed with him…
    "I can't be proud of anything. I am ashamed of everything."

    "I gave my heart, my allegiance, all my energy for this and got nothing but ashes in return. What on earth did I do to deserve being chewed and spit out like this? Time and time again, it's all the same."


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    Nuclear Rage

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    She bleeds, she falls, she rises again…
    You have made a grave mistake.


    Dies Irae
    Melt in flames
    The beast charges, enraged

    Dies Irae
    Mindless monster, no use running away
    Lie down, except your fate
    "I can't be proud of anything. I am ashamed of everything."

    "I gave my heart, my allegiance, all my energy for this and got nothing but ashes in return. What on earth did I do to deserve being chewed and spit out like this? Time and time again, it's all the same."


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    Nuclear Rage

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    Your shop was cluttered, I remember the smells of potions and salves
    You were always working on another concoction, your long hair over your brow
    You called me sister, nicknamed me Little Snowflake, helped me to learn of my powers
    I miss you, Nevin… Did you fall when the End of All Things crashed down?
    Last edited by Flamebird; 05-05-2020 at 07:54 AM.
    "I can't be proud of anything. I am ashamed of everything."

    "I gave my heart, my allegiance, all my energy for this and got nothing but ashes in return. What on earth did I do to deserve being chewed and spit out like this? Time and time again, it's all the same."


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    Nuclear Rage

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    They told me I was nothing
    They told me I was a mistake
    They told me I deserved suffering
    For the crime of existing, I was a bane

    Well, I will prove them wrong
    I walk with a confident stride
    I will most certainly prove them wrong
    I rise up in anger and fight the lies

    I know I can find purpose
    I feel the calling to something bigger
    I know I am more than worthless
    A thorny rose growing in winter

    I… I… I am… Felicity Rhyolite
    I am joy, fury, curiosity, shame, an enigma
    I do not need your approval to be me
    I am a flame burning in the darkest night.
    "I can't be proud of anything. I am ashamed of everything."

    "I gave my heart, my allegiance, all my energy for this and got nothing but ashes in return. What on earth did I do to deserve being chewed and spit out like this? Time and time again, it's all the same."


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