It had been hours later that Seth awoke, feeling the frail form on his chest. The poison was gone as he slowly lifted his head, amazed at how easy the action seemed as he saw brown hair cascading across his chest. Sarah had slept with him that night, for reasons he could only begin to fathom, and she had apparently worried herself sick. As he looked around he found his shirt and vest folded neatly on a chair nearby, with his gauntlets similarly placed. She had stripped his entire upper body for some reason, and as he brought a hand to his forehead he finally fathomed it, sweat doused it and caused him to sigh realizing he had possibly broken into a fever, and this was her way of countering it.
Shifting underneath her caused her to shift slightly as she gripped him tightly. Raising an eyebrow he though he spied an eye on him before he sighed and said, “Fine stay there for all I care…”
“I think I will,” Her voice replied tiredly as she curled up against him.
He groaned as she continued to use him as a personal pillow before he said, “You know, if you were going to strip me, might have wanted the pants, at least then I would know what you were after…”
Sarah giggled as she moved forward and in a surprise move kissed him deeply. The act caught him off guard before he found himself reacting remotely. She had been one of his many lovers, and if it hadn’t been for the incident in her past he would have possibly married her. Instead they had been separated, yet it was all there. The tenderness and the love, the actions almost robotically going off as he returned it full bodied and passionate.
Soon their lips parted as they looked at each other like two children. She then looked down and gently began to trace over a few scars on his chest. He closed his eyes as she finally fingered the prominent scar. The death mark given to him by Scara Brae, it was a constant form of annoyance, and something he wasn’t sure if he relished or loathed. She then traced a frail finger over it before she said, “I heard about this little mark, so, who did you kill?”
“A few guards, they were getting too physical for my tastes…” He said softly.
She nodded as she began to trace over the innumerable scars on his chest. Each one was only about a couple of inches in length, but varied widths. She then looked at him as he said softly, “Not something I’m willing to share yet.” Again she nodded as she looked deeply into his eyes. He saw the bit of hope that shined in those brown orbs as she merely looked into his. For a moment there was nothing else in the world but Sarah Brown, and yet Seth sighed as he laid back on the bed breaking the magic.
“You don’t like me? Is that it?” She whispered softly as she began to sit up moving off the bed.
A hand gently snaked around her waist as he hugged her from behind and whispered in her ear, “I do, gods know I do. I just, don’t think you’re ready for that yet…”
“So what? You can sleep with a Radasanthian Noble’s Daughter, you can sleep with some vampiric tramp, but you can’t sleep with the woman who you wanted to marry at one point in your life!?”
Seth remained silent at the accusation as he closed his eyes. He knew it was true, Mariah had been one of his lovers as had Sivienna. The list of women he had slept with to sate his carnal hunger were varied, but few. He had tried to remain as pure as he could, and yet here he was refusing the one person he would have done so without a second thought. A sigh of guilt left his lips as he whispered softly, “Where are they now? What have I done with them since?”
“How about Lornius, you could have easily asked for my brother, or hell, even asked for me. Instead you chose the Vampire,” She replied curtly.
He clenched his teeth at the mention of Lornius, it was the one mistake that refused to go away. Sighing she turned to face him before she took his hands and placed them on suggestive parts of her body, “I remember a time when you were loathe to have your hands leave these spots. When I would have to find new ways to keep you from going further than this, and now I have to try and seduce you to do the very things you would do freely?”
“I don’t want to hurt you Sarah,” He replied softly.
She then shoved him back on the bed as she roughly kissed him. Pulling back she whispered softly, “I’m tired of being the prim and proper Mother, tired of being the one who has to play it safe. I want to live Seth; can’t you just for one night make me feel like that?”
“You’re worked up because of the deaths of our brothers. You aren’t thinking straight Sarah; this isn’t something that you can just throw yourself into. Afterwards it’s awkward as hell and you feel dirty…”
“Seth, please. I don’t need the birds and the bees talk from you. You were so raring to have this body, and now when I try to give it to you, as an act of Love you deny me? I don’t believe that,” She said as she glared down at him. Seth looked up at her before he sighed as relaxed under her his hands falling from her body. Sarah then leaned down so her hair formed a curtain from the rest of the world, giving them a more intimate climate as she whispered softly, “Seth Dahlios, I know we can never be what we were, but for tonight, can’t we just see what it would have been like? I may have been broken, but you put me back together and I never thanked you. Let me thank you Seth…”
He sighed as she gently let her hair tease his chest. Closing his eyes he said softly, “I may not have the strength you need Sarah…”
“I don’t care anymore Seth; you gave up your happiness for me. You shut yourself off from the rest of the world, and from everyone you cared about for the chance to make me happy. You sacrificed your name to be the man I wanted…”
She kissed him deeply before she pulled back and he whispered softly, “What do you want?”
“I want to make you happy for once. To let you forget for a moment how fucked up our lives are, afterwards you know what we have to do, but right now I just want to remind you what love is like again, what true happiness is.”
“That’s not true happiness or Love though Sarah…”
Sarah smirked before she whispered, “Then I want to make you satisfied and until you are that, I am not going to let you leave this bed…”