Nuclear Rage
EXP: 64,948, Level: 10
Level completed: 99%,
EXP required for next Level: 52
I still hear your horrid whispers scream at me
I still feel you caressing me as I fall asleep
I can't get you out of my head
So go on, torture me once again
I still feel that jealousy as you flirt around
I still hear your insults and compliments, unsound
I'm so confused, did you really care?
You're haunting me, though of course you're not there
I crave you
I hate you
Do you love me or hate me? I can't tell
I loathe you
I love you
I still need you, in this shell
I curl up alone in this cold bed
You drove me insane but without you I'm dead
All that time, what did I see in you?
All this time, I'm so scared of the truth
Taunting me, you're haunting me
All night
You're gentle words, your mentoring guidance, compliments heard
I'm not alright
Sleepless, lost in our disagreements
I feel wretched
I strike you
I want you
Attack my insecurities. This is hell
I fear you
I relate to you
I still love you, are you well?
Last edited by Flamebird; 01-22-2021 at 11:38 AM.
"I can't be proud of anything. I am ashamed of everything."
"I gave my heart, my allegiance, all my energy for this and got nothing but ashes in return. What on earth did I do to deserve being chewed and spit out like this? Time and time again, it's all the same."
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