I was in my meditation pose. I was breathing in through my nose, and out my mouth. I started to feel my mind shift gears, and the sensation of falling hit me. This was where I should feel my unconscious mind start passing through the layers of the world, except that I didn't! I couldn't feel the eldritch energy that passed through the omniverse through everything, alive, dead, never alive everything!

And I could not feel it.

That snapped me out of my meditation, I was concerned this shouldn't have happened. I found a near by stone, and reached out to it with my mind, and I could not feel it. I pulled a dagger, and ran a line across my hand. I felt the pain, and I watched. My hand did not heal. In short for the first time in a long, long time I had no connection to the energies that permeated the omniverse.

Over the decades that I have been...blessed with my abilities I have put my body through punishment, after punishment, and have become physically stronger because of it.

It would take quite some time for me to adapt, I was not as young as I used to be after all. I couldn't throw my self into a fight, I couldn't count on surprising my enemy with a telekinetic throw, or grasp. I was now for all intents and purposes normal. Even being as strong as I was didn't mean too much as anyone could work their body to the point of being twice as strong as what might be considered as average, most miners were that strong after all.

I had to focus not on my knowledge of eldritch might, or my ability to heal my self, now I had to focus on straight martial skill, and explore my more human side of things.